Christmas

So I've just been reading what I wrote last year about Christmas on my blog.. and depressing enough, this Christmas has just been the same as ANY other day that I've experienced.

Last year.. I wrote about how I had no Christmas tree, wrote not Christmas cards, bought no presents.. pahh, nothing has changed this year except the fact that it has gotten worse... we didn't even have TURKEY for christ sakes.
You're probably thinking oh, maybe you just don't celebrate/believe in christmas. HMM, we DID celebrate it, just not anymore..

If it snowed, it probably would have made it remotely better. But it didn't.

Another reason to add to my list as to why Christmas is not my thing anymore..

I bloody hit a deer when I was driving. 

I don't think I managed to kill it, because when I drove back.. its body wasn't there, and there wasn't any blood. However, just to top things off, it created a massive scratch at the front of my bumper. GREAT. Now I just need to fork out about £200 to get it replaced! T_T

To be honest, I really hope next year is going to be better. SERIOUSLY BETTER. I'm going to re-read this again in the future and think omg... I'm such a "HUT JAI" >_<;;

All that aside.. I wish everyone else had a better Christmas than me! =))

Tis the season..

.. to be spending..

.. to be skint..

.. to have arguements..

.. to have an overdose of chocolates and alcohol.. 

.. to get fat.. 

.. to be revising..

.. to just.... waste time..

Am I correct?

For the past several years, Christmas has just lost its festive touch and meaning for me.

I remember when I was little, I used to get really excited for Christmas, to the point where I couldn't go to sleep! On Christmas Day, we would wait until about midday to open presents with the camcorder all set up to record our reactions. [hahah oh the days!]

Now, Christmas has just slowly faded away in our family.. hear this out. you'll be shocked to your very core...

This year:

- We have no Christmas tree, no Christmas decorations

- I haven't written ANY Christmas cards

- Bought no presents for my family

Before you start thinking, "OMG NO PRESENTS FOR YOUR FAMILY?!" the truth is.. our family has agreed not to spend on each other with useless things that are going gather dust in one corner. Honestly speaking, I buy myself stuff I want anyway, so when it comes to Christmas, theres truly nothing I want. I rather just buy from the January sales and save money then. =)).

I swear.. every year gets worse and worse for me..

But on a happier note..

I wish everyone a Merry Christmas  

and got everything they wished for!! =))